Hello, brothers. I hope you guys are doing okay. The weather is getting quite chilly in Atlanta. I have an interview set up next Tuesday. It is a miracle for a drunk like me to have this opportunity. I sure don't deserve it. I really hope I get it, if it be Thy will. I know now that I do not know what is good for me, but He does. Pray for me, brothers. This is my dream.
Restless, irritable, discontent, that is still me, down to the core. I just do not have that obsession any more. 2 years, 8 month, 9 days and counting. I still go to AA daily. I started to work with a Korean guy. There is no Korean AA meeting in Atlanta. I made a promise to the Lord, I will start one in 2011. He went out, and came back, just like many of us do. Pray for him as well. He is proven to be one of us.
Many will die in this holidays. I know two already. I hope all of you stay on the beam this holiday. Loneliness is hell of thing. It makes a grown man weep like a baby. I am sure the hell is the loneliest place. I know we all have been there. We can do what I can not. I do not mean to preach, but I sound like a pastor. Happy holidays!
May God bless you and keep you, until then.